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About the Author
It took many years and many steps in my life to try and understand and to figure out the things that happened to me in my childhood. The "question I keep coming back to is why did this happen?" Beginning at the age of seven up until I was seven years old, I repeatedly ask myself "why" was I born? Was I put here on earth to be tortured, did "GOD" want this for me? I "hurt" so much inside. I was "screaming" deep down in my soul, "But I had to be strong."
During my early adulthood thoughts of "suicide" were within me, but who would take care of my children? So I battled that "demon" and when he passed the demon of alcohol plagued me until I was forty six years old. With prayer to "GOD ALMIGHTY" I asked him to save me from myself destruction, because I knew I would soon "die." To the people out there who ask is there really and truly a GOD for me the answer is "yes." There has got to be a "Supreme"Being, because no man or woman walking and breathing on this earth could help save me from myself.
My world will ever be "per say- normal," the things that happened to me were "normal," " I am Not your average norman person. Most of the time my world, in my being my mind is in a "maze." At this time in my life at the age of fifty five, I am trying to find my way back to my "family circle, that is a good thing"and pray everyday, "not to go insane.